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C enizo N ot es Mexican and American Food by Carolyn Brown Zniewski, Publisher and Danielle Gallo, Editor-in-Chief T he New Year is upon us. I hope you started yours out with a large helping of black-eyed peas and a slice of sweet potato pie. That should bring you luck and prosperity for the coming year. Many folks make resolutions with the intent of improving their health, fortunes or character. It is a day when tradition suggests we take stock of our lives. There is a Chinese curse, “May you live in interesting times,” and I think it applies to these last few years very well. Every one of us has the opportunity and, if I may, obligation to be good caretakers of our spe- cial place here in Big Bend: the land, the ani- mals, the plants and the people. It is by joining together and helping each other that we will continue to have the incredible loving and cre- ative community that we so enjoy. I like to think that the Cenizo with its stories, photographs, poems, artwork and advertisements contributes its share to camaraderie here in West Texas. My resolution for 2019 is to remember what Ben Franklin said: “We must, indeed, all hang together or, most assuredly, we shall all hang separately.” Here is to a great year, together. T here are times when I miss the smell of forests so intensely that it pervades my dreams. There is a rich, loamy, acidic odor to the layered pine nee- dles and last year’s fallen leaves that I can’t seem to let go of, and the smell of snow melting into forest litter in April is something I would recognize until my dying day, even if it takes until then to experience it again. But I find that when I travel out of the Chihuahuan desert to a forested place, my pri- mary response is claustrophobia. Where the hell is everything? Which way is north? The trees hem in the horizon, usually waaaaay over there fifteen or twenty miles distant, so I can only see a few hundred feet in any direction. I feel crowded and disoriented. Where are the long plains of graceful grasses, bowing primly all in one direction with the wind? Where are the feet of the mountains, firmly planted on the flats? Where does the moon rise? When I first came to the desert, the open vastness of the space and the nakedness of every- thing made me feel small and exposed; dizzy, self-conscious, insignificant. Having grown accustomed to squinting at a far horizon, I don’t know if I could trade it in for the near-sighted- ness of forests, no matter how wonderful they smell. I hope you enjoy this edition of the Cenizo, kicking off the last year of the second decade of the second millennium A.D., with some far- sighted glances into the past, present and future of the Big Bend. Open 6 am to 9 pm Everyday Famous Beef & Chicken Fajitas • Ice Cream Free Wi Fi • Clean, Fast Service Rene & Maria Franco, Owners 513 O’Reilly Street • Downtown Presidio 432.229.4409 A LPINE G UEST Q UARTERS Spacious one or two bedrooms Downtown Alpine • Walk to Amtrak Reservations online at: GuestQuartersAlpineTX.com AirBnB.com • 432.244.8500 Published by Cenizo Journal LLC P.O. Box 2257, Marathon, Texas 79842 www.cenizojournal.com CE N IZ O J OU RN AL S TA F F PUBLISHER Carolyn Brown Zniewski publisher@cenizojournal.com EDITOR-IN-CHIEF Danielle Gallo editor@cenizojournal.com WEB MANAGER Maya Brown Zniewski mayamadeapothecary@gmail.com ASSOCIATE EDITOR Rani Birchfield aed@cenizojournal.com DESIGN/PRODUCTION Wendy Lynn Wright art@cenizojournal.com Cenizo First Quarter 2019 7