Cenizo Journal Summer 2020 | Page 10

Social Distancing BY JUDY ERON 10 Cenizo Summer 2020 In 1993, in the middle of our lives, we moved to the Big Bend area, attracted by the remoteness of this wild and magnificent desert. It was a place we would be able to enjoy solitude beyond anything we had experienced elsewhere. We would be able to isolate ourselves, to be distant from others, to feel the exhilaration of being alone, with only occasional times going out to perform music. As the years rolled by, we purchased more and more surrounding land to ensure separation. What joy to be able to look out for miles and see no one. Our friends could not grasp such a choice, such a move. “Why would you want to remove yourselves from your friends? Why would you want to be so far from everything? What is there to do out there?” It was beyond their understanding or experience, and they just shook their heads. To choose to live so distant from others just made no sense to them. How ironic, then, that now, years later, everyone is being instructed to isolate themselves, encouraged to keep distance between themselves and others. Six feet of distance specifically. This virus has spread in such a way that keeping distance from others is recommended as one of the primary ways to ensure safety. “Keep your six feet of distance.” What a laugh. We live our lives, and have lived our lives for almost 30 years, with more like six MILES of distance. There is no one to keep six feet of distance from. Now our friends, to a person. are nodding their heads and saying, “You are in about the safest place you can be during this pandemic.” They envy that we can go out and walk or hike for hours with no need to wear a mask, no danger of coming into contact with anyone. No chance of coming into contact with anything that anyone else has touched that might transmit the virus. Life, and its twists and turns . . . Social distancing is not a hardship for so many of us who live here. It is the reason we moved here, that quest for more personal Social distancing is not a hardship for so many of us who live here. It is the reason we moved here, that quest for more personal space. space. There are people who are here because they very much needed to get distant from others, those who struggle with challenges from mental illness, those whose conception of the world differs greatly from the mainstream, those who have had a hard time getting along with others, always ending up with misunderstandings they could not negotiate or resolve. And there are many artists, musicians and writers whose creative self requires the abundant solitude inherent in living here. To choose to live out here takes a certain type of person, one who does not require a lot of social interaction, one who can find meaningful ways to spend their days without any imposed outside structure. As it turns out, it was great preparation for living through this pandemic, for abiding the restrictions of social distancing. Many of our friends who live in populated areas are restless and bored, having difficulty finding things to do as they are in this time of enforced separateness, being home, even afraid to take the risk of a walk. Charlie and I are retired, so we are not suffering from the economics of this virus as millions of people are. We do not have to worry about childcare, as so many who are working from home do. We have plenty of things to fill our time. We do miss performing our music in public as we have done for years and years, but we play together in the house. And I do sometimes stand in front of my closet and look at my lonely little cowgirl shirts I wear for performing, just hanging there with nowhere to go. Things are loosening a bit now, restrictions lifting in an effort to return people to their jobs, to halt the hemorrhaging of the economy. Hopefully people will continue to follow protocols for staying safe. We on this remote mountain desert are continuing to do what we do well – social distancing—but now, at last and without even trying, we are right in step with the rest of the world.