Cenizo Journal Winter 2010 | Page 21

Moonlight Gemstones QUETZAL International Beauty Salon & Barber Shop WE WERE IN BIG BEND We were in Big Bend: stark clear signs of earth’s shifts all around us, in the lines of the hills, those sloping mounds half-risen; and the stunning desert palette, greens and greens and greens, rose, gold, cream, brown, red dirt. Driving curving roads like dreams, the heat of the lower lands pressing down on us in such contrast to the cold night before when we’d turned and turned again toward each other in the tent on the hard hard ground, seeking warmth. In the morning the yell of crows, so close, woke me, calling in loud and strangely human voices. How large these crows were in my mind. Black flapping creatures with wings bent against the sky. Mon - Sat • 10am to 6pm Sunday by appointment 905-A W HWY 90 • Marfa 432.295.0025 Mon- Sat • 1 - 7 p.m. Call for morning appointments 1001 W San Antonio St Marfa 432.729.4526 moonlightgemstones.com Over pomegranates and coffee, we basked in the morning’s heat, stunned by the temperature pendulum, jeans rolled up, sweat rolling. Driving again, the weight of sun makes us serene. We behold the colors. Deep rose nopales appear around a bend at the side of the road like a whole armload of bouquets for someone killed in a crash. We come to the river, low and scarce, shadowed by the sheer wall of the canyon. The sound of water wakens me in a way I haven’t been stirred since I arrived in the desert. Strong in the narrow stream, rustling over smooth stones, and widening, deepening, a sustained living rush. We step through the stream, slipping on the clay, bending near to the shore where the Rio Grande pours out from the mouth of the canyon and shines between those high cliffs. The water moves cold and quick. He walks straight out, sucking in his breath, and I remember the words of a wise teacher: no matter how cold the water is, you just dive right in! Sand at the edge clutches at my feet until I release the fear, dive under, am swept along in the great current. Alice’s Cafe Mexican food & more Open Mon - Sat • 6 a.m. - 2 p.m. and 5 - 8 p.m. 432.729.4188 After the river, we lie still and watch. Miraculous clouds appear, rain- bowed and luminous, like insect wings over the cliff ’s edge. Mother-of- pearl clouds. Lying quiet hand in hand. Witnessing the immensity of beauty, becoming calm in its presence, because perhaps it isn’t possible to maintain awe in its loudest incarnation for long. Becoming calm and half-divine. 906 W San Antonio St • Marfa Marathon Motel & RV Park Jessica Moore Private Bath/Cable TV Full Hookups/30 & 50 amp Pull-thrus 432.386.4241 21 HWY 90 W • Marathon • www.marathonmotel.com Cenizo First Quarter 2010