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miss the myriad of birds that flocked to my oasis and the shade trees where the birds would nest and find sanctuary. I will miss the overwhelming smell of creosote in the air after a rain and see- ing the red velvet mites crawling around after a soaking downpour. I will also miss the captivating scent of blooming white brush several days after a good rain. Although I see this desert flora in El Paso, I will miss cultivating my Casa Piedra cactus garden with its ocotillo, lechuguilla, yucca, agaves and rainbow cactus. I will miss the quiet. The incredible, deafening quiet. With that quiet I became very in tune to the subtle sounds of insects, of birds songs, of coy- otes howling in the distance and of the wind. My time with nature in Casa Piedra was a great education. I learned that most bugs, snakes, and quadrupeds are more afraid of me than I should be of them. That they simply want to get away from a human pres- ence as fast as possible. I gained a healthy respect for sentient beings and their struggles in their harsh environs. I will really miss tarantulas. Truly. I think they are beautiful creatures and have long adored them. I know they are around El Paso but I doubt I will see one in my house as I did last June. I will miss my 360-degree unob- structed view of the horizon. I will miss the epic sunrises and sunsets my view afforded me in Casa Piedra. I will miss moonrise and moonset on the desert horizon. I will also miss seeing incredi- ble thunderstorms in the distance and the way cumulonimbus clouds change from pale yellow to peach to rose and crimson during twilight.  I will miss going days at a time with- out getting in my truck and driving anywhere. I do try to adhere to this in El Paso - making a point to not drive anywhere a few times a week. But the Big City is too tempting. Too much to see. Too much to buy. Too, too con- venient.  I will miss the desolate roads: the Casa Piedra Road, the Pinto Canyon Road, and the River Road. I will miss Chinati Hot Springs. I will miss the annual Terlingua Music Bash in October. I will miss lovely little Boquillas, Mexico. I will miss Balmorhea. I’m so very glad I was able to enjoy the heck out of those magical waters. I will miss the fact that the folks at the bank and post office knew me by name and greeted me with a smile. I will miss how certain servers at the restaurants I frequented in Marfa knew my “usual” by heart and would bring me my meal rather than a menu. I will miss my weekly music practice with my dear friend, and mandolin player, Paul Graybeal. Paul owns the Moonlight Gemstones shop in Marfa and in my humble opinion, is one of the hardest working artists in town. I will miss living in/near an ‘Art Town’ and the fact that the region attracts artists and feeds an artist’s sensibilities. I will miss Art Walk (always Gallery Night, in my mind…) and Chinati Open House Weekend. Oh the music... I will miss the jam sessions with my fellow musicians whether in Marfa, Alpine or Terlingua. There were many a rousing gathering with guitars, mandolin, banjo and an occasional fiddle, viola, keyboard and even accordion. I will forever miss the weekly Marfa Music Jam I began in 2003 that gathered at several, now defunct, Marfa venues including: The Holiday Capri Hotel, The Brown Recluse, Marfa Coffee & Wine and The Q Cafe. I will miss my neighbors in Casa Piedra, as I knew all dozen or so, very well. We could count on each other in a pinch. We looked after each other, our property and our pets. I have no idea who the dozen or so folks who live on either side of me, or across the street here in El Paso, are. There are a few things I will not miss. Most of all, I will not miss the bur- den of maintaining every aspect of a house and 10 acres, by myself out in the middle of nowhere - an overwhelming task, I assure you. I will not miss conenose beetles or rattlesnakes on my porch. I will not miss feral hogs tearing up my yard. I will not miss the March winds. I will not miss being stuck at my house because Alamito Creek is run- ning high. I will not miss the pipeline. I will not miss going through the Border Patrol checkpoint every time I drive north. I will not miss the slackers. I will not miss small town drama. I will certainly visit my old stomping grounds, when I miss the things I miss too much. But, as it seems, even when places and events are in our own town or right down the road, it’s simply easi- er to stay put when you are blissfully happy to call a new place your home. We print CENIZO ~ let us work for you, too. From rack cards and brochures to directories and guides … From maps and post cards to flyers and magazines … Our careful customer service and Web-based seminars will help you create an outstanding publication. Call us for prices and details 210-804-0390 shweiki.com Cenizo Third Quarter 2017 9