Cenizo Journal Summer 2012 | Page 27

Maiya’s Chiming bells of a Spanish Baptist church cover the jittery clatter of gate chain, tardy penitent. Ocotillo canes are live fences along the sidewalks. I step from yard to porch, settle to a chair, survey highway’s scale to wind-gouged mesa. Bursage and mesquite tangle the valley canyons. Barefoot, weary, unkind in my confusion, I can’t stand my own house. The current that is cause and place and treachery staggers me. Ridgeline photos lean the walls, cluttering my attention. Wind jacket, rain jacket, unread mail layer couch and dining chair. Spreading a hiker’s bedroll, tokens salvaged from a desert run scatter from the blanket: owl feathers, fossils of flower, bone and bead, translucent shed of snakeskin. Sifting them, silence and the unresolved constrict my chest. History is a narrative of sins in old diaries, a succession of summer rooms. I have a full day to work through. Italian Cuisine Seasonal Menu Diverse Beer & Wine Lists Signature Cocktails Open Wed - Sat at 5pm 103 N. Highland Ave Marfa 432.729.4410 Reading The Desert’s Design Quilts Etc. by Marguerite Made in the Big Bend HWY 118 • Terlingua 3/4 mile N of HWY 170 432.371.2292 C ONTEMPORARY W EST T EXAS A RT 401 N. 5th Street • Alpine TX 79830 (432)837-5999 Representing work by Charles Bell • Karl Glocke Ling Dong • Carlos Campana Hours vary or by appointment Art and Guitar classes • Weekend workshops offered Hand-painted signs and graphics R.T. Castleberry Cenizo Third Quarter 2012 27