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thoughts, feelings or motives, is in fact utterly Continued from page 7 encountering this situation for the very first time too, make their own choices, their decisions are bound to like the rest of us. I genuinely believe that no one is decisions, but I can’t force them on others if our best they can not only for themselves and their own, will be overwhelmed, governments will be overturned, a testament to what bad people we are. It’s a and the only thing left to do is to protect our own, be ill-informed. I can be responsible for my own and doing the best they can with uncertain data just acting with malice, that everyone is trying to do the leaders are unwilling to take choice out of the but for others as well. The fact that we’re failing isn’t I can be angry at our leaders (and I am, oh my yes, testament to how quickly this situation is evolving equation. I am) but it’s irrelevant. It doesn’t change the and the lag time we suffer as we struggle to adapt. my energy to calm my children and completely government at any level. I won’t blame the business human brain instead of my prey-animal brain I the tourists who will likely bring this virus to the Big outcomes, but only wastes my valuable energy. I need reorder my life and my household. When I use my realize that our government officials, governors, commissioners, hoteliers and the people coming here to my backyard to quarantine themselves are unaware of our existence. The virus is turning the world upside down, and whether our response is perfect or an utter failure, people will die, hospitals and economies will collapse. The change has come, which is the human race as a whole, and try to do better next time. We will pick up the pieces This is where the love comes in. I won’t blame the eventually—maybe next month, maybe next year— owners who are fighting to stay open. I won’t blame together to make a better picture than we had before. Bend. I won’t blame myself, either, for my imperfect response to things, because I’m neither a saint nor a superman. I will blame the virus, which has no B IG B END R EALTY Barbara Trammell and when we do, it’ll be up to us to put them back Good luck out there, everybody. When given a choice, choose the love over the loathing. I can’t wait to be with my community again. n NEW MEXICO & WEST TEXAS RANCHES Campo Bonito, LLC 432-249-0401 TX Broker #0225052 P.O. Box 356, Terlingua, TX 79852 Phone 432-371-2430 Email: cmcm@bigbend.net www.bigbendrealty.cc KELLY WILLIAMS, Broker 432-426-3188 info@davismountainsrealty.com www.DavisMountainsRealty.com Cleat L. Stephens, Broker cleat@findaranch.com office: 888-729-4424 DAVID P. DEAN, BROKER www.FindARanchOutWest.com RANCH: 432.426.3779 • MOBILE: 432.634.0441 FAR Out West Properties, LLC www.availableranches.com 432-837-HOME (4663) www.ForeverWestTexas.com 308 W. Avenue E • Alpine, TX Each Office Is Independently Owned and Operated Ranches and Unique Properties Throughout Texas 432-426-2024 info@KindLandWater.com www.KingLandWater.com 432-837-5518 2100 W. Highway 90, Alpine MtnViewProperties.com www.AlpineTexasLand.com Cenizo Spring 2020 17