River Virgins in Santa Elena
Poem and Photographs by Cindy McIntyre
It finally happened.
My turn on the river,
one of the few here
who has not canoed or rafted or tubed
down the Rio Grande.
Which is not grande. Not now
at low water,
diverted upstream by
dams and irrigation
to a little creek here
at Lajitas, where we put in.
Me up front in gleaming Number 30,
also a river virgin,
born in Old Town, Maine.
Bud at stern;
on patrol, John and Elaine
in trusty Number 21.
November.
No wind, sleeveless,
dipping oars quietly
in the low water
gliding
then “running” the little riffles,
sometimes hanging on rocks,
good New Balance shoes (also Maine made)
soaked.
Darning needles and mosquito hawks
in tandem flight
joined tail to head in love,
webbed wings a glistening escort.
Bobcat ears twitched.
Mexican horses and cows switched allegiance.
Metates and a coiled fossil
lured us ashore,
22
jay-blue sky
rimmed by an ancient white seabed
hugging intrusions from a hidden furnace.
By four-thirty, tents, sleeping pads, the required toilet,
cooler, life jackets, table, chairs, day packs
and an old tire
found their places ashore
where the river
when swollen and grande,
wipes away the landscape.
Bud brought little round steaks
bordered in bacon,
and vegetables and potatoes
snuggled in foil.
A little wine (Bud again) and he read
Elaine’s favorite poem by
Robinson Jeffers about the vulture
who thought him dead:
That I was sorry to have disappointed him. To be eaten by
that beak
and
become part of him, to share those wings and those eyes –
What a sublime end of one’s body…
Bud asked, “What makes empires collapse?”
I didn’t have an intelligent answer,
though I thought I should have.
The incurious stars, the extravagant ribbon of
Milky Way
burn over all empires past and future. Later,
Orion’s Belt peeked through the tent at several
awakenings,
panning across my reluctant vision.
Apprehensions about Rock Slide
Cenizo
Second Quarter 2012
drove my car into a flash flood
but I found an air bubble and
escaped in my dream
so I was not haunted come morning
when life jackets were zipped.
I was on the Penobscot once, in Maine,
rafting with my son and nephew
and two fat ladies,
oars frantically
rowing air
as we sailed over treachery.
But with Bud, who knew what to do,
I think woo-hoo
that was easy,
past Rock Slide and Fern Canyon,
darting black phoebes, sandpipers rocking,
past a watching hawk, a bufflehead
and Smuggler’s Cave
onto a shallow reflecting pool,
waving to hikers
at the mouth with Chisos teeth
to the takeout.
We stopped at Castolon
for a V8 and Klondike bar,
a final ritual
and tribute
to the long-awaited seduction.