Cenizo Journal Fall 2019 | Page 22

continued from page 21 drop-off, nothing that would be in my line of sight. However, they also had carved a short path up a small knoll—a tiny knoll--on the way down the road. And on top of this tiny knoll sat a new wooden platform and some building materials. I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe there was something in my view and I couldn’t believe that I had never noticed this knoll and that it clearly rose up above the drop-off, creating a higher part where something built upon it would (and did) rise up into my view. What? I rode home and looked out again. Indeed, I could see this wooden platform visible out my south windows, 22 Cenizo where no structure had stood in my line of sight the day before. How could this be? Tears and more tears. I was so utterly confused. I had been so sure that my view was protected to the south. I owned all the land before the drop-off to the south of me and out in the distance was Big Bend National Park where nobody lived. What had happened? Well, the knoll had happened, that’s what. Although the road was definitely downhill all the way to the bottom, and the land followed the road, there was this one small knoll that rose up, presenting the possibility—the probability—now the certainty--of any structure built on it being in my line of sight. Though it had been there all along, I just had not noticed nor Fourth Quarter 2019 accounted for it. Another episode of “Judy, you stupid etc.” Well, the neighbors from Mistake Number One told me that they too could see this structure going up and it horrified them. We commiserated. In the following days, I counseled myself about the need to accept this, that it wasn’t something awful like a health issue, and so on. I worked at it. And then a week or so later, the Mistake Number One neighbors called full of excitement to tell me that they had spoken with the Mistake Number Two neighbor and AMAZINGLY! he said he hadn’t realized he was building in our view. He said, “I can’t do that to you. I wouldn’t want it done to me. I’ll build down below instead, where I had the land cleared on the edge of the hill. It’ll be fine. I’ll just leave the platform for stargazing or dancing or something.“ So this meant that the platform was the only thing that would be in front of us? Not worse? A gift given to us by a young man we didn’t know, out of his empathy and kindness? What? Unheard of. And yet that is exactly what has happened. Mistake Number Two neighbor has become our hero, a person of unfath- omable kindness and consideration. Our only gripe with him now is that his primary home is far away and he is not around enough for us to pour kindness- es on. And as for my Mistake Number One neighbors... A page or two back, I wrote: “And the next day, their enormous metal